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* Thursday, December 22, 2005 *
Wow it's at the end of a year again. Now that I'm stuck at home with flu, bored and too ill-disciplined to do anything productive, I've been thinking. A lot. Maybe too much. I don't know. This year has been a very eventful, many challenges and insights uncovered. Friendships forged, and also many that have faded. Is anything eternal? Or a mere whim or fancy, a temporary pre-occupation of the mind. Time comes and goes. And in a way, so do people. Does it change anything at the all? Or is it all just a meaningless cycle.
Maybe being stuck at home with a clogged nose had some weird effect on the mind.
Well this year (: I've been to Germany and it has been a great experience. Going back to Beijing was good too. And the recent trip to Malaysia has made me realize that somewhere not so far from here, I really do have some relatives who really care. 04IP01 has been a great class :D And crazy, especially nearing the end of the year. Perhaps it was HCL-induced. Haha. haha. Talking about class. NJC IP has been a wonderful experience. I guess as the pioneer batch, we went through a lot of stuff together. I'm glad to be here. (:
Personally. Well. Sigh. I guess there's some things I need to change. Though there're other things. I've tried. And. Well. Guilt aside, there's nothing much to do.
To a better year! [hopefully]
cheers haha
Maybe being stuck at home with a clogged nose had some weird effect on the mind.
Well this year (: I've been to Germany and it has been a great experience. Going back to Beijing was good too. And the recent trip to Malaysia has made me realize that somewhere not so far from here, I really do have some relatives who really care. 04IP01 has been a great class :D And crazy, especially nearing the end of the year. Perhaps it was HCL-induced. Haha. haha. Talking about class. NJC IP has been a wonderful experience. I guess as the pioneer batch, we went through a lot of stuff together. I'm glad to be here. (:
Personally. Well. Sigh. I guess there's some things I need to change. Though there're other things. I've tried. And. Well. Guilt aside, there's nothing much to do.
To a better year! [hopefully]
cheers haha
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* Monday, November 14, 2005 *
why did i take pcme why did i take pcme WHY DID i TAKE PCME?
It just sounds so plain-and-old-and-boring. All right I know this is biased and I know deep down, I know these are really interesting subjects. BUT they are sound so very... LOGICAL. So physic-sy. Not that that's bad but all I'm taking is PCME?? Where is my BIO? Where is my LIT? Where is my GERMAN? WHERE HAVE YOU ALL GONE TO??
*Goes on ranting*
Sigh. Well. That's me. Fickle and greedy, wanting everything. That's me. I plan, and dream, and want to do many things but actually - really - deep down - I would just end up sitting around. Slacking. Sleepy. Lazing. Goodness gracious. Sigh. That's my style of life. And everything else I want to do? *Goes poof like the aladdin genie.
It just sounds so plain-and-old-and-boring. All right I know this is biased and I know deep down, I know these are really interesting subjects. BUT they are sound so very... LOGICAL. So physic-sy. Not that that's bad but all I'm taking is PCME?? Where is my BIO? Where is my LIT? Where is my GERMAN? WHERE HAVE YOU ALL GONE TO??
*Goes on ranting*
Sigh. Well. That's me. Fickle and greedy, wanting everything. That's me. I plan, and dream, and want to do many things but actually - really - deep down - I would just end up sitting around. Slacking. Sleepy. Lazing. Goodness gracious. Sigh. That's my style of life. And everything else I want to do? *Goes poof like the aladdin genie.
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* Monday, October 24, 2005 *
Would You Rather
Would you rather live life eternally in a shadow
Running around a never-ending track.
Looking high-up, feeling self-important but actually being nothing more than another bureacratic lab rat.
Would you rather live life fulfilling the ideals of others?
Would you rather live and die a society's slave?
Would you rather live sacrificing all the joys in everyday life, so that you climb up mountains of trash?
Would you really be happy, bending over forwards back side so that you'll do feel act the way some people think you're supposed to?
Or would you rather live life like a kite.
Flying under the blue sky.
Tied down to earth where you belong, but flying away, flying up, flying high or low, far or near, flying to wherever you wanna be, flying away, flying back, flying free
Would you rather fail other people's expectations. Would you rather fall in others' eyes. Would you sacrifice all seemingly important crap you could otherwise get?
Would you rather live.
Not some fanciful complicated meaning of living, justliving the way you wanted to and living the way life's meant to be.
Which would you rather choose? I know I made my choice.
Would you rather live life eternally in a shadow
Running around a never-ending track.
Looking high-up, feeling self-important but actually being nothing more than another bureacratic lab rat.
Would you rather live life fulfilling the ideals of others?
Would you rather live and die a society's slave?
Would you rather live sacrificing all the joys in everyday life, so that you climb up mountains of trash?
Would you really be happy, bending over forwards back side so that you'll do feel act the way some people think you're supposed to?
Or would you rather live life like a kite.
Flying under the blue sky.
Tied down to earth where you belong, but flying away, flying up, flying high or low, far or near, flying to wherever you wanna be, flying away, flying back, flying free
Would you rather fail other people's expectations. Would you rather fall in others' eyes. Would you sacrifice all seemingly important crap you could otherwise get?
Would you rather live.
Not some fanciful complicated meaning of living, justliving the way you wanted to and living the way life's meant to be.
Which would you rather choose? I know I made my choice.
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* Sunday, October 09, 2005 *
I'm just starting to get just a teeny weeny flustered. I've decided that I will study in advance [not like the night before] for the assessment week, otherwise known as the finals which will determine if I get to take BIO and CHEM. [Fate regarding KI is sealed, though unknown.] So this means that I've got 3 days left. Okay I'm faced with the daunting task of clearing my desk first. Already started, made some progress, so I guess it's not too bad, I guess, for me. Grr.
I wish I had the talent to be organised with my things. And the talent to be organised with my schedule; when to do what, and not to be rushing [or late] for just about everything under the sun. Sometimes I do think the latter makes life... welll... challenging and fun at times. But I do wish, entirely, totally, 100%, that I could be natural at organising my things.
Goodness gracious! Towards the end of the term, a new trend has emerged in the heavenly realm of 04IP01. That is: madness (: Ahh I'm serious everyone's going bonkers, which includes people who are NOT students as well. Or perhaps we'll all showing the true, insane, sunny side of ourselves. I won't be surprised to find that the uncle who comes to lock the classrooms has gone mad too.
Anyways. I shall make a disclaimer. My lack of sanity is largely influenced by, of course, miss rainbow sitting next to me (: To that I offer my eternal gratitude. Gratitude goes to my scholar crocodile as well, for offering me great insight.
I think I'm too insensitive at times. Sigh. Really feel that I can't... understand some people anymore. Don't know what you expect outta me. Grr. Too tired to try and fail, once and again.
I wish I had the talent to be organised with my things. And the talent to be organised with my schedule; when to do what, and not to be rushing [or late] for just about everything under the sun. Sometimes I do think the latter makes life... welll... challenging and fun at times. But I do wish, entirely, totally, 100%, that I could be natural at organising my things.
Goodness gracious! Towards the end of the term, a new trend has emerged in the heavenly realm of 04IP01. That is: madness (: Ahh I'm serious everyone's going bonkers, which includes people who are NOT students as well. Or perhaps we'll all showing the true, insane, sunny side of ourselves. I won't be surprised to find that the uncle who comes to lock the classrooms has gone mad too.
Anyways. I shall make a disclaimer. My lack of sanity is largely influenced by, of course, miss rainbow sitting next to me (: To that I offer my eternal gratitude. Gratitude goes to my scholar crocodile as well, for offering me great insight.
I think I'm too insensitive at times. Sigh. Really feel that I can't... understand some people anymore. Don't know what you expect outta me. Grr. Too tired to try and fail, once and again.
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* Sunday, September 25, 2005 *
It's been a long time since my last entry. Life's good but some things are just clouding my mind and not letting me see that fact. I guess there are some things I can't run from. They're like those eeeky disgusting medicine. Ain't so bad if you got used to it and just gulped it down.
Well yea but it takes courage, an open mind and tolerance. Makes me feel like such an idiot at times. HELLO MR/MS COURAGE, if you're out there, do pay me a visit, please ...
(:
Well yea but it takes courage, an open mind and tolerance. Makes me feel like such an idiot at times. HELLO MR/MS COURAGE, if you're out there, do pay me a visit, please ...
(:
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