Hey hiya here... the official 2nd entry.
kinda realized that it's difficult to type now, in this bloggo, all out of a sudden... but anyway... here goes...
so the hols have started officially, after the choral night! I thought we put up great performances on choral night! But I wasn't really sad, not until Friday, when I realized that that was the LAST choral night performance for one entire year... :'(
Anyway, I think recently, I have been sinking in and comiong out of depression. sorta anyway. because of my rotten indecisiveness. i guess whoever who reas this probably can guess (or already know) wat tt is ... so shan't elaborate. but finally, i came out of it. dunno why. dun ask me. i am still in a delusional state :D heh. so ah... atually i met my future clzmates, fr. this clz 04I01 last wk, on wed n fri. great ppl :D *of course lah, i mean, wat else can i write here ^o) i do not want to be charged for defamation.* *okay j/k :D they are great ppl* but of course 2/10ers rock the universe!!! oh yah.
anyway... thought i had been a lil quiet the past few days, in sch. eh. maybe... i dunno nvm :D last wk was fun... but kinda busy... w/ choral night, my induction, wushu, plus going out and all. and most of all sleep and rest. yea!
Recently I realized tt I'm kinda lost. In our world. lost my sense of direction. I mean not really. but just felt that I was growing up... too fast?! suddenly already 14. 4 more yrs to university. near after the nxt, gotta choose subjects to take for a levels... already?! somebody gave me a shock too, abt having 2 start college application essays in ... 3 yrs time. okay. 3 yrs passes quickly u noe. my 2 years in ny were like.... lightning fast? haiz. nv decided wat to do after college. i just really really really x 100 wanna enjoy the rest of the 4 yrs, b4 i havta head of to the 'adult' world. ahz. sure tt that will be interesting... but i still wanna stay a kid. 4ever. n ever. do watever u want (k not watever). not having to take responsibility (k not much) for wat u do sometimes... haiz... :D
oh yah... started learning my 4-part sword. on thurs. kinda cool. but i'm flying off 2 china soon... aft the clz chalet... so probably can't finish learning it, till i come back in dec. boo hoo. :( kinda looking forward to going back 2 beijing... heh. talk more nxt time, my 1st (real) entry done. byebye dearie, whoever tt's reading, including myself. heh.