Evil Weige. Bad Weige. Meanie Weige.

mood: a bit upset, guilt

there are times which i get really negative feelings... like i hate everybody and everything in the universe. that the entire universe totally sucks. looks really weird n dumb now (while i'm typing), but it seems really normal when I DO get those sort of feelings. And it's like sometimes I become really inconsiderate, even when I don't mean to, it's like an INSTINCT. it's like I don't know what I'm doing till AFTER i've done it. *ouch* is this supposed to be a (thank god temporary.) hormonal inbalance??? mental inbalance? subconscious emotional inbalance? WHat lah... aiyo i dunno :( just hope i don't get them too often. better not at all. if i'm ever mean to u (who is reading this)i'm really sorry abt tt!

Life is UNFAIR

we (at njc) aren't allowed to go with MOELC to Germany this june. THIS IS TOTALLY UNFAIR. MOE means MINISTRY OF EDUCATION of SINGAPORE, how can they exclude us just cos they don't teach us, so tt their students get a higher chance izzit? NO FAIR. i really love (should i use past tense... nah.) moelc... such a nice place... nice environment ... nice memories *sighs*. who ever made tt dumb decision?

Retribution.
just learnt tt saddam and osama were both helping CIA in the past ... i'm not well-versed in history so I can't give an accurate account of how... but anyway it's obvious that our darlings (sarcastic of cos) saddam n osama have turned against the American gov. read tt a lot of the illegal chemical weapons tt they used were GIVEN by america last time... used to fight against Iran in the Iraq-Iran war that crippled Iraq and killed so many ppl. most ppl hate saddam n osama, so how come they don't hate Reagan?

* would like to say that this probably isn't a very wholesome pic of wat happened, this is not a history-lecture-site =)

i guess this shows that we've got to follow our principles... not see where our 'advantages' lie in every situation. and it shows that there is retribution in this world. but i really hope it won't be on the ppl... it's not their fault...

:D