Mid-March-Hols
AWWWWWWW. half the march hols' gone.
stuck at home for 2nd day running. sore throat = lost my voice. fever yesterday night and this morn... wow i haven't had fever for a long long long time!! usu. when i'm sick i just get running nose and headache n stuff...
anyway... just a quick summary of moi hols so far:

fri: stressed. so much hw... piano exam the nxt day!!! it's only theory grd 5, but i really din officially study until this day (the day b4 the exam). and i couldn't bring myself to study it until when it was quite late, because... i mean... it's the BEGINNING of the holidays!!! and i'm eh studying for theory?? ahhh...

sat: morn went for tt exam at orchard. slogged around for the afternoon, went for dinner later and grew kind of depressed over the overwhelming stuff that i'm facing. (honestly, typing it now, i can't believe i get depressed so easily...) but then at night i grew really really happy (hmmm.). during karate lesson i wasn't concentrating... when the tchr told me to put my right leg in front i put the left leg... heh... was thinking of something else...

sun: woke up not-too-early-but-not-too-late-for-a-sunday, at about 10 am. went to yangle's house with my mum... kind of a family gathering, except that we're all not blood-related!! heh. we were late by 50 mins or so, but caina was even later. (hehh...) We (the adults and the... "kids?") all had pizza for lunch. basically caina, yl and i were all busy talking amongst ourselves... and kind of ignored this guy that was there the entire time. which wasn't exactly very nice *sighs* Anyway we wanted to go out and watch a movie, but it began raining...


i felt awful on the way back. My head was splitting, my mind was so tired I think it just hung like a over-heated computer. I guess it was a kind of mental burn out? It was like suddenly... there's no rays of light in my life... but there's no darkness either... just a misty greyish fog covering my eyes... can't see anything... but deep down my mind is bothered, or rather weighed down, by expectations, stuff-to-do, an unbelieveable obsession.

mon: went to singapore german school. rocks!!! i love the pace of life there. the stuff they learn is quite advanced (about our standard, even higher), but yet there seem to be no rush, no hurry, in their life. so nice... and the ppl seem nice enough... And the lunch was fantastic!!! (slab of meat, with mashed potato which melts in your mouth, and butter vegetables. desert was apfelstrudel [kind of an apple pie] and garden salad with nice thousand island sauce or something. all with compliements from the singapore german school.)

their lessons aren't bad. The tchrs appeared real gd, at least, and I think it's real nice that they really learn HISTORY in history lessons. As in, they learn the history of countries in chronological order... something that we haven't done at all. and there's this tchr in charge of us (i think), called Herr Fruehring who was really nice to us =) we all ate lunch together and I was telling him, "Can I transfer?" :P But honestly, considering all aspects, I realized that I would rather very much stay at NJ :D cos... we... rock! *ok sorry bloggo. just crapping.*

tue: woke up and couldn't speak. due to a dumb sore throat. stayed at home. did a bit of hw (wow wow wow wow. so proud of myself... though it's like nothing to be proud of :P maybe this is nature's way of forcing me to stay home and do my hw?)

wed: stuck at home again, this time with fever too. didn't feel too well in the morn, but better now. for the 1st time in a long time... i really enjoyed my 'stay' at home alone for a day. basically didn't do anything other than watch tv, read a bk, and slog. and blog. :P