**It's over.
After yesterday night, jg debate championship's officially officially Over.
Guess it's sad since it ended, but somehow I don't feel it (and tt's gd i think :D). Last night was the first time that I went home with a stable emotional state. The other times... it was either elatedness, lemme-jump-outta-the-universe kind of feeling... or a sad, hollow, eternal depression and
an unbelieveable never-ending blaming of myself.
Wow it's such a journey.
I don't really mind it being over... I mean it can't carry on Forever... and there's always other things to do. But. Maybe. Just maybe. lemme start counting down to next yr's... (10 more mths to go)

So YEstErDaY...
after they all left, and the adjudicator I was talking to at the bus-stop went onto her bus. I was kind of alone at the bus-stop (there were kids from other schs but it's not really crowded.) So I was walking behind the bus-stop... my back turned to the noisy busy street.

It was a wonderful sight. There were grass, fresh green lively blades. Then there was a drain. Then more grass. Then a wilderness- loads of trees, tall and dense. Looked like a forest, except that it was betrayed by the lights of HDB flats behind peering through the cracks in the tree branches behind.
the air was so fresh... the sky so so so wonderfully (dark) blue (well it was 10pm? or was it 9?) The night was so alive... and serene... arrrhhhhhhh.

Anyway. about the debate. B div: St. Nick's vs. UWC, UWC won. Was so happy for them. Both of them... I think UWC really really really deserved it =) (in C div, ACSB won unity sec.)
The countdown begins. 10 mths.