Friday. Finally. College day Eve!

Mentally. I'm happy. But physiologically. I'm breaking down. Lousy immune system. Everyone's in class is enthuly prepping for College Day tmr. [Go people! *grins] And me? blogging at home. Felt dizzy in sch again... lack of sleep = lack of oxygen = half my brain unconscious.

Loads of stuff makes me feel guilty these days. The above. And I forgot to do something tt I promised today. And... I keep giving in to herd instinct, even if I don't wish to. Skipped debate on Wednesday. Has... since swore not to do it again :P I didn't study space sci till the day b4- if I failed it'd be my fault, but why the hell did I end up compromising on others? ... All tt I studied didn't come from me- if I pass it's thanks 2 2 ppl, basically thanks to everyone but me.

Geez. I think I'm totally irresponsible. I think I need to think a bit more than just what makes Me Happy.
Meanwhile. Gotcha sleep n get my body functioning first ;)