Everything that has a beginning, has an END... . MAD

Blissweek's over. Poof. Been pretty happy these 2 wks, really hope that I can keep my mood on for... [tempted to add an 'ever']

Yesterday night I was feeling really... angry. Totally mad... was using various extreme vulgarities in my thoughts. The trigger was Mr Chin's talk to us during Math lesson... He made perfect sense... I admire him for talking to us so straightforwardly. But it got me confused and mad, not at him, but at ... things. adults? maybe.

Honestly, I don't see any point in doing things that you despise and thus leading a miserable life. But whatever my thoughts lead me, it's a dead end.

There has always been a notion that doing something you dislike, may bring you happiness in the future when you grow up. But honestly, i think it's STUPID.

If you can't make yourself happy now, why would you be able to make yourself happy in the future? If you can be supressed NOW, how would that change ten years down the road?

What's the big fuss about some stupid GPA? Okay I think. There's a fuss about it because it's one of the ways some people use to judge. But HELLO? Either I don't see it, or there isn't, any reason why a few dumb digits is a good ruler for judgement. And honestly... why does some people (all people? I don't know) need to judge? What's the purpose?

okay. maybe. Results hint at how we would propel the economy. Lay the steps for advancement in blah blah blah & blah. But hello. Faster cars. Taller buildings. More advanced computers. More money. Higher status. What in the world do they do? What? Make the world more capitalist (as if it's not enough), make people more materialistic, the society more ... What? WHAT? What

What I feel. Which anybody who stumbles upon this is welcome to rebut. Is that most stuff adults do or think (sorry, blaming it on them, I need somebody to blame.) make no sense.

Yet. A significant proportion of the world population. Is obliged to do things that make no sense.

Felt like screaming.
Feel like screaming.