REVITALIZATION

mhm, here to revitalize my wilting BLOG. Arg I can't believe half of a month of holidays have passed! gaggagag, haven't watched a single movie yet, and IMCB attachment starts next week. orph. I dont' know what that is, orph, but anyway, ORPH.

We held this workshop for primary 4/5 kids last week... Our grp [Xiangting, Navina, Me] did the microscope parts. It's funny how different the kids can be. Some schools are noisy, vibrant, some are so quiet... And all the kids are Soooo smart. Gosh. And studious, I think they make less noise than we do. haha! Maybe it's like a reverse trend; when you get from kiddy to preteen/teen you become quieter, and then noiser again [at our age]. mhmm

anyways I'm glad it's hols. Finally practised wushu after ____ years, and now my leg muscles are aching, I can't really walk straight. Read the Da Vinci Code too [guess I'm bit slow?]. It wasn't good in the way I expected it, but lots of stuff inside surprised me. Religion. hmrph. The more I read about it, somehow, the less I believe...

Eyes
Staring right into me
Cold with fear
yet raging
With emotions that humans
And yes only humans
Can feel

I see the hatred burning
The glint of despise
Dissatisfaction
Fruitless rebellion against a world
they don't see as home

Eyes
That are temperanmental
Sometimes sweet like a home-made
chocolate pudding
And then even before blinking
All things sweet and nice
melt into the eye of a tropical storm

Cyclones embedding in them
Sweeping past sunny coasts
Transforming them into
Cold desperate edges of another world

Eyes
Only a while ago filled with warmth
Love
Now?
Brimming with menace
Unwittingly turning all the vulnerable ones around
Into stone
Yes, cold, hard, dull, grey
Immovable
Stubborn
Stones
Devoid of any sign of life, of hope

Eyes that see
What they are
Viewing the world through
Self-purchased coloured contact lenses

Eyes I can no longer trust.
For I never know when
A hopeful sunrise suddenly turns into
The blackest and evilest of a stormy
Night
When all the sunlight disappears
All flora and fauna cowers
All animals
Break lose

Eyes
Which suddenly scare me
Are they a reflection of me in the mirror?
A reflection of the
deepest
darkest
corner
of humankind